Tuesday, May 19, 2009

AT THE MASTER´S TABLE


At the Master´s Table

“The woman came and knelt before him. “ Lord, help-me!” she said”
He replied, “ It is not right to take the children´s bread and toss it to the dogs.”
“ Yes, Lord, “, she said , “ but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters´ table. “
Then Jesus answered “ Woman, you have great faith !Your request is granted.” And her daughter was healed from that very hour .” ( Mattew 15:25-28)

It has been quite a short time
Since I have first realized
That palaces and king´s chambers
Are not good places for truth to hide
Because milk and honey
On their tables do not abide .


History has whispered that
Gold and silver vessels
Might not hold the meal taste
And savory dishes can be rejected
If not served by well dressed hired servants.

Where , then, can truth -
The food for the hungry
Be found?

Truth will never be clothed !
Truth accepts no bribe!
It is edible … served raw !
No flattery is accepted within the realms of this kingdom!
It carries neither scents nor spices
Of good deeds from those ones of royal descent.
It stands high in the skies , though reached only by the beggar´s empty stomach,
It might be offensive, therefore challenging
It unveils secret inner places where we feed our prejudices,
A disguise for our self-justice and pride.
It strips us off our royal rags, we cherish as ‘ ourselves’
Humility and sincerity wait on its banquet!
Offensive enough to proud lost children ,
Sharp and blunt to the scornful and disobedient,
Yet altogether gracious and tender to the humble .

Pilates turned his back to it,
The mob has sentenced it to death ,
Power has made it guilty of crimes against humanity ,
The non-believer calls it a liar and illusionist ,
Others say it kills… it poisons .

Where can truth be found , then ?

It is bred in the land of starvation
An underground world
Where comfort zones are not allowed
Under the master´s table, where the underdogs
Strive for food - celestial food.
It is sometimes seated on the ground, among the outcast …
Or in the dust of the earth, our next of kin
And where real life can be brought fourth
Where a dog lies as a dog
But rises a real son of the king of kings
Heir of the greatest of all gifts:
The honour of eating daily bread at the master´s table.
Obed R. Souza
May, 19/2009

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Influenza by Obed R. Souza

Influenza

‘ Suddenly the fingers of a human hand appeared and wrote on the plaster of the wall, near the lampstand in the royal palace. The king watched the hand as it wrote. His face turned pale and he was frightened that his knees knocked together and his legs gave way.” (Daniel 5:5-6)

Influenza in the headlines!
The world caught by surprise .
Despite our technological supplies
Unexpected guest got man under demise!
Nothing prepared , the cold in spread !

From the pigpen the skies drop us a note:
Tomorrow you might be nothing but a quote.
Better be wise: please, take a coat, a flask and a mask.
Before death blow away your breath.

As you might not find bottled life in shops nearby ,
Store it up, deep in your heart … the train is nigh.
Eternity will be passing by for her last call out !
Just in case it finds you naked under your coat ,
And in your flask just a scent of fine wine,

There´s no doubt! Heaven´s errands cry loud !
Beware ! Handle with care!

May 8/ 2009

Friday, May 1, 2009

I´ve Tried to Kill God / by Obed R. Souza

I´ve tried to kill God

I´ve tried to snatch you away from me
As an atheist I named myself ,
I´ve tried to blot your name out from heaven
I´ve cried out loud you were dead
Up and down
Below and above running from you
I ´ve run for live to find death only
I soared high trying to hide myself away
from evidences of the divine I´ve stripped over daily
You hunt me
You chase me
I couldn´t tell you from me …
You see me through
I´ve tried to be unholy and ungodly
I´ve tried to make a stand to prove my case right
I´ve tried to do my best
Philosophy, science , logic, mystic, religion …
What could I do, but single-handed,
Ending up being pulled into your arms
by work of your grace
And by resting on your love for me
My search went deep a path toward my inmost being
And by faith my eyes wide open
My misery and solitude
Found rest in you
What I thought to be afar
Now , to the reach of my heartThis mistery of being one …. One in you .
February/ 2009

Living Poetry We Live By by Obed R. Souza

Living Poetry We Live by
By Obed R. Souza
April 3, 2009

When life seems so grim,
When crises and uncertainty hover around usWhen the blood of innocent children moisten the ground where civilizations stand,
When the silent tears of broken hearted mothers whose children were lost to wars, drug dealers , violence, or selfishness …ring in our ears…
I dare to believe your love still speaks.

By faith I shall see the invisible verses stretched out before us
Opening up my spiritual eyes , to see through dark days
Invisible poems encouraging us to walk on .
My ears kept to the ground will listen to silent songs sung by your forgiveness
Telling us about another day, despite all blood, all hate, all violence…
The end is not to come yet… not yet,
For the sun will once again rise up to both good and evil men alike,
To pierce light in our dark dwelling place .

Even if clouded behind an sky of iron ,
I will peer through the gloom and find out wonderful celestial rhymes and metaphor to enchant my spirit.
To prove life to be greater than death in the hearts of those risen up to tell stories of survival and grace.
Because neither ropes of oppression nor fire of war tanks
Will erase this mysterious but marvelous poem we call life, self-nurtured by love.
For we are engraved in Himself,
To prove our existence to be
Written love-letters delivered from eternity ,
Signed and sealed by the great ‘ I am ‘.

Mirror, My Mirror by Obed R. Souza

Mirror, My Mirror

Mirror, my mirror !
My self- made image God!
It is you I adore!
Selfishness has built an inner altar in my heart.
To you my ego, I deserve the best of me!
I promise not to question who I am,
As long as I walk in the red carpet,
A little money to my character is a big deal.
I was told souls have no price,
So, it is just my body - bones and flesh .
Wholesale! Big savings!
My body, my sanctuary!
My image at sale !
Nothing to do with me.
Don´t you see? I am a celebrity, brother !
Behold! How fit I am … and skilful !
I devote to you everything I am.
Untill no more of me will be seen - a rebirth - ! The ‘ superme ‘ !
Stardom is the paradise where my soul will rest.
My heaven right below my feet :
A star on the walk of fame,
A fallen bright star !
Come see me! Watch me! I am at your disposal !
My image … my body, my eyes, my hair, my beauty :
A corpse.

Obed R. Souza
April/2009

Where the Day Breaks/ by Obed R. Souza

‘ I will go over and see this strange sight – why the bush does not burn up. ‘ ( Ex. 3:3)

Where The Day Breaks
By Obed R. Souza

Sometimes I wonder
Why our jars of clay have endured so much.
Bewildered and bewitched
I go on trying to reason why we didn´t vanished just the other day.
Every single day I open up my front window for a fresh new morning ,
I can´t resist considering the smell and the ashes of the dead left behind:
The Nazis and the slaughtering of million s of Jews,
Hiroshima and Nagazaki,
The hunger of African infants,
Brazil´s favelas under drug- gun fire ,
Gaza strip and this age-old strife ,
The fight for freedom behind the bars…
Risen and falling of nations…
The plea of the poor and innocent , the fear of the rich…

I can´t help but thinking
Why the silver cord, once more ,
Not severed – and we all lost and perished
Fallen in the abyss of nothingness :
This Sacred battle ground treasured for men
To keep up golden trophies of glorious hate.
Holy ground made to nourish heroic souls
Of dead brave lions now made saints
From under their graves, sowing seeds
Of bigotry in fields of plastic flowers.

Then, I remember I was told
Of an enduring fire from within a bush,
yet not burning it up ,
A fire that rather than destroying … speaks!!!
I am not talking about a keeper
He Himself is the fire , instead .
Yes, fire speaks! To distinguish the real from the apparent.
Where dried and withered leaves do not fade.
A secret place where death is not conqueror but conquered
Fire-proof Life!
It holds all man´s ambitions off , so that
Neither the wrath of gods nor man´s desires can reach it.

It´s an altar to keep the deeds and blood of millions of unsung heroes as a memorial .
This fire announces the dawn of a new start
A fortress of life against death , tomorrow against never
I want all men´s hearts to be set there
This place is pregnant of days, centuries, millennia …. Eternity:
The heart of God – The Day Breaker .
April/2009